I haven't given up on this blog. I've not given up on writing here. There is so much I have to say on the subject of God, regeneration and seeking. I have possibly a million things going through my mind at one time. Most of them are concerning others. Since this blog is mine, and mostly about me-- I want to be careful to preserve my family's trust and not let their stories spill over onto these pages. Their stories aren't my stories to tell; that borders on gossip. However, my family is very close to me; and so any fears, concerns, excitement and celebrations that I might want to share here create a grey area for me.
That makes it difficult for me to write.
I will say, I have plenty to write about having just turned 50 yrs. old in March of this year. Turning 50 was something I was dreading; but turns out to have been a wonderful year so far! This year has been a turning point for me. I have taken to saying "YES" to new things. In the past I would have said, " no, I can't or shouldn't". I wouldn't indulge time for myself ( because of the aforementioned very close family). Instead I remained relatively comfortable in my surroundings and in my decision making. This new me has surfaced and only gotten stronger. Since June of 2014, after been given the diagnosis of Type-2 diabetes. Upon leaving the doctor's office that day, I decided what have I to lose? I can speak my mind, I can do anything I set my mind to...
Life
is
Short.
Live it and don't squander it!